Today is the eve of another Christmas, and my last one as a school student. So nothing big about it.
Describing my life these days would be like quite boring to u as well as me, because that's how things are going. Day by day work is keeping on increasing. More worksheets on the table, more portions to complete. Its just a race against time now. And now entrance classes are there almost everyday, atleast 3 hrs. Last week I made a blunder in the AIEEE form by pasting a photo without my name getting imprinted on it, which was supposed to be, and then we had to buy another form from chennai. So 500 rs to gaya. And rather UNFORTUNATELY , I have begun to feel the old hunger to watch movies . I had quite controlled the tendency for a long time. But now its hitting back . I ve already watched 2 this week and dunno for how many more i'm going to waste my time. Its very strange . Really. The determination i had for studies suddenly has gone down in a couple of weeks. Im again feeling very lazy to work any more!. And at a dangerous time too. I know i really cant afford time to slip away now, but once i start with the books, i just keep falling asleep!. I got to do something on this from tomorrow. Really cant let this happen for more time.


AND Then about the Mumbai Terror Attacks, about which i havnt put my thoughts on the blog yet.
3 days. Some 10 terrorists. Capturing one entire city. That too, The financial capital of the nation. In a city of such importance, how could this have possibly happened. I mean, if we cant protect MUMBAI , how the heck can we say the rest of INDIA is safe?
The incident was terribly unfortunate and my deepest condolences to all those who died in the attack , and the martyrs of the NSG, navy , police and other security forces. It was really brave from their part to encounter such heavily armed terrorists.
And what does India do immediately on Pakistan? Put the blame on them. "hey look its you who nurtured these terrorists and caused this damage " . Why dont we just think about the severe lapses in the seccurity of our country first. If the same had happened in the US the FBI would have arrived at the scene in about 10 mins. What happens in India. It takes hours for some well armed forces to reach the spot. And the ones who reached first, THE POLICE could not do anything, why? They had just hand held pistols!. And to fight these Ak 47's with Pistols, what madness is this? The FBI would have had even better equipments. Well the country really needs to wake. For a country with one of the biggest armies in the world, we need to make sure that even the police is given the best possible equipment. And the setting up of a an agency to fight terror at the 1st symptom, is the NEED OF THE HOUR. We cant just go on blaming some one else for this. Terrorism wont stop suddenly if pakistan takes out all the groups there. It is still growing. And what we have to do is to make our nation protected to the core from these inhuman acts. So thinking about security matters over fighting with pakistan. Only the second step is to destroy the terror outfits. For this we have to do research and set up secret intelligence agencies to find out and root out the epicentres of terror.

I'm back again bloggin!!..almost after quite a long period of 10 months or so.. well so much has happened and changed during dis time...and as a student, i've quite turned into my studies bit seriously...well.. it started after i joined the talent sindia coaching centre in vytilla. i developed an interest in studying, thanks to the one nd only nandakumar sir.. and by chance if he sees dis blog im gona get fired very badly!!

So ill be short and to the point....actually dis is d most crunch time of my school life and even my career..i shudnt be bloggin now..but i jus want to write down abt dis situation...which i hopefully wont have to face again..
The first thing is about school...I quite changed a lot during d last 5 -6 months...almost stopped hangin out wid frnds...started listenin in classes... stopped to an extent my usual 11th type fooling around during classes.... but it has given me a lot of satisfaction i shud say... i mean...i dont like being like dis but in dis year and in dis situation..it helps...im now able to put my complete focus on to my studies...dont get much distractions...nd im able to spend more time on it...my rankings in talents have considerably increased...and im doing quite good dere...got in to the intensive batch...nd im terribly wanting a seat into an iit or an nit...jus for d sake of dose nxt 4 yrs..if i get into a gud colg...i can have d best time of my life der..else....oh...
rely i cant hang onto dis kerala any more...i gota go sumwer else...so i rely want an iit or nit seat...nd from wat i heard from evrybody studying in these normally considered "PLACES FOR NERDS " , they are actually not so..they r the best places for njoying the colg life too........

So dats wats hooking me onto entrance coaching....OF COURSE THAT HOOK HAS GOT ME INTO ANOTHER BIG PROBLEM....

Im starting to flunk in school!!!
ivnt flunkd for d last 12 yrs nd im doin it now!!... wat a time...nd dat too in maths...my fav subject!!.. jus cant blieve it..so im in d midst of dat confusion btw skool nd ntrance now...gota sort it out quickly...wait!...my physix exam is next...havnt startd studying!!...
den ill post more things l8r...

PERIOD